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Hello guys

2010-01-02T02:35:00.000-08:00

FYI, I don't use this blog anymore, I've another blog and you go find it :D B.T.W, Happy New Year (:

I'm not genius

2009-12-30T21:04:00.000-08:00

Me: Haniz dapat kelas pure science
Dad: Teknik?
Me: Tak, sekolah haniz lah -.-"

Gosh, aku tak lah pandai sangat nak masuk the fuckest teknik tu. Haha result pun hitam putih, bukannye warna-warni. Tak kisah lah asalkan aku lulus :D

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY

2009-12-29T20:45:00.000-08:00

I took Psychology Personality quiz in Facebook, I just wanna post it. Well it pretty much true but not all of it. I'm just gonna say great quiz and answer you just gave. Haha wtf :D

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your ...emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

SO you think so ? Haha damn you pfft(x

Last hang out '09

2009-12-29T03:59:00.000-08:00

Going out with my 2 friend today to Sunway Pyramid, again. AH I prefer this is the last time I'll going out with my friends in '09. I got no time plus I'm tired to going out already. We play bowling, my friend buy school bag and last when we on-the-way home by ktm to kl sentral, we've a photoshoot in the ktm. Haha B.T.W, the ktm is empty lol. We had a good time and we laugh a lot xD

Again B.T.W after first arrived at Subang Jaya, I saw shahriman with green shirt [as he always wear it. p/s it's his fav shirt] walking to ktm to buy a drink. Haha what a coincidence :D Ah end this -.-" I'm so disappointed because I didn't get the chance to meet my friends who will change to other school, pfft. Don't worry I'll be miss you crazy guys :D 2010, here I come with all new life (:

What a life

2009-12-26T21:12:00.000-08:00

It hurts me when you say or do 'that'. It really really hurts me. Why ? Why people keep doing that to me ? What I did wrong to you ? If I hurt you, I'm sorry. But I think I don't deserve this. You say you don't want to bother me. Do I ever said to you that you bother me in anything? NEVER! I say I love you, but you never do care about that. AH I'm too imaginary -.-" Okay, tell me what you want and I'll do it for you for the last time, maybe. I will do it because I love you, get it ?

One sentences that can express how I feel now
"It's like a huge hole has been punch through my chest"
I hope you get it, because I do feel like it.

B.T.W, I wish you guys Merry Christmas <3

I said I hate test

2009-12-24T01:43:00.000-08:00

I've take my STUPID TEST RESULTS already. Firstly when I arrived at school, the results is not arrived yet so I just have to wait. Last when the results is here and it's time to give it to students, I'm the first students that ask my results from my teacher. I thought it was good but it's bad. After I saw it, I screamed 'Dammit' out loud. Haha I'm totally sucks. But well I bet I can do much better next time. Mark my words again (x

Hey, even if I got bad results, don't insults me. I don't fucking care about it, it's just PMR btw. I still got times to make a good results. And you'll see how I end it next time. Got it?

Last minuted fun <33

2009-12-21T09:42:00.000-08:00

I going out with my 5 bestfriends today. It was really really fun! We go to sunway pyramid. Hell yeah I missed them very much, frankly xD We ate lunch when we get there, play ice skating after then. Well I've to admit that I fall down many times. Haha it was really crowd there. But we having so much fun. Guys, maybe this will be the last time we meet on 2009, but hell yeah 2010, we gonna make a reunion again. Haha goodluck for everythings guys. I wish you the best <33

24 DEC ?

2009-12-17T04:31:00.000-08:00

I received a text message from my friend just now. "PMR KELUAR 24 DISEMBER" Holly crap! I thought it's after christmas. Why time flow so so fast? Slow down, grr. I told my mom and she just smiling. Dammit! Well I just have to accept whatever I got on this result. But I always pray to get result that I've target. I really really wish God can fulfill my pray and make my parents happy. That's all I want this year God, that's all.

And yes, I already think about next year. I think it's better if I go to a boarding school. Well, it'll be hard for me but I'll try and I think I must to. Let just pray for the good things to happen shall we ? (:

Horoscope*

2009-12-15T22:55:00.000-08:00

OCTOBER- EVERYBODY SEEMS TO LOVE U. U R FUNNY, GREAT LOOKING, WELL KNOWN, AND VERY NICE. U MAKE FRIENDS EASILY AND ARE NOT AN ASSHOLE. U HATE LAYING AROUND THE HOUSE ALL DAY ESPECIALLY ON THE WEEKENDS. U LOVE TO HAVE A GREAT TIME AND LOVE CHILLIN WITH YOUR FRIENDS. U GET PRACTICALLY EVERYBODY U WANT. U HAVE THE LOOKS AND THE CHARM. PEOPLE ARE OFTEN JEALOUS OF U BUT U CANT HELP IT. U WERE BORN WITH IT. BE CAREFUL THOUGH U DONT WANT YOUR GREAT LIFE TO END SO SOON. DONT LET A GUY/ GIRL BRING U DOWN. LIVE A LITTLE AND LOOK BEYOND THE LITTLE THINGS.

I got this from myspace, my hero's bulliten. Well yeah, almost all true but correction for "U HATE LAYING AROUND THE HOUSE ALL DAY ESPECIALLY ON THE WEEKENDS". Pfft right now I just love it and especially on the weekends okay. Right now I prefer laying around than go out, seriously. I just take time to be alone. Other than that, it's totally correct! Good horoscope btw.

Well as you know, I'm back from few days away and be alone. I opened my mind widely and think positively. People don't know me better than I do. I know what I want and I know what I don't. Everything happen with a reason. People live their life, but they blind to see what's truth and what's not. You gave me nasty judgements but myself not even care about it. So yeah, judge people if that make you happy. I fuck it better than you do!

Give me space;

2009-12-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

I need my space, my own personal space. Holiday killed me but at the same time it make my brain processing very well. I think a lot these days, well because I've nothing to do. And yes at the same time also I've a lot of problems appeared in my life. Not small nor big, medium problems that make me stressful. One problem done, one other problem comes. When it will stop ? God tell me, I'm tired of this bullshit. I know You wanted to show me something by giving me all this test but what is it? I can't see it yet, and tell me when I will?

I'm giving myself a space, bigger space and I need time alone now to work out with everythings. Not just problems, everythings! I bet the FUCKER, JACKASS, TROUBLEMAKER AND BOTHERSOME are just so annoying mann! Frankly, I'm sick of it! 2010, please be fast! And God, please make it over soon as possible.

"This will be the last time you'll ever see me.It will be as if I never existed" I wish I could say what Edward say to Bella but I just can't. I don't have the guts to say it. I ask you 'I can't forget you' and you say 'Then don't'. It killing me, seriously. What spell did you put on me actually? You've be part of me so don't just leave it. Can you ?

Havoc Gath 051209

2009-12-06T23:22:00.000-08:00

Havoc Gathering that was held at KLCC was kinda fun. Well at first it was so bored because it all mess up and we're almost end it up. But last we plan to go somewhere else such as BB, Pavilion and Ts. At last it was fun, we played bowling photography and all. Some of us were leaving when it almost night but few of us not including me. Well I've to admit that it was fun, haha lol. Next gath, we blast it off guys xD

At the same day, it's also Hero's Birthday. So yeah Happy Birthday bby and hope this day you'll remember forever okay ? May God bless you and be happyy as long as you can <33

It's over

2009-12-03T20:21:00.000-08:00

Bby <3 It's over between us already. I know so today is the day. I know we've been through a lot together but we just can't made it. Maybe it's a test, maybe it's not. You know, since I'm with you, I never think about people other than you. You've own me but now you let me go. I'm not regret, I blame myself for what happen.

You've make me happy, smile all time when I'm with you. Even you hurt me a lot, I still love you. Do you know how very special you are in my life ? I bet no. Don't ask me to forget you, because I can't do that and I'll never do that. We'll get through this together someday.

Now bby, I want you to be happy okay ? No I'll never forget you and I'll always be on your side when you need me. I always here for you. Still remember I'm happy if you're happy ? Yeah right now just remember that okay ? Even you're not mine anymore but your soul is. Thank you for everything, frankly you the best I've ever had!

I Love You, MARK MY WORD!

NEW MOON is FUCKIN COOL !

2009-11-30T04:28:00.000-08:00

You've got to watch New Moon, It's so cool. So many romantic and sad scenes of course. Edward lie to Bella that she's not good enough for him. He's lying! Edward and Bella can't be away from each other for too long. Edward is still with Bella no matter what. Bella is everything for Edward. The scenes just like when Romeo kill himself when Juliet dead is when Edward thought Bella's dead so he want to be dead too. It's just so cool and edward you still the best mann. Jacob can't beat you, frankly jacob. You've to do well than edward to get Bella. Edward just so perfect for her. Dude I just love the last words from Edward that's "Marry me, bella"

Edward and Bella are meant to be together forever

Dude you're not good enough for her okay? xD

This is when Bella save Edward from got killed in Italy

Edward's Team, I'm on your side for sure <3

18 NOV 2009

2009-11-20T21:54:00.001-08:00

On 18 NOV 2009, we celebrated Hanani Hani's birthday. It was Awesome because all the Havoc's Family is there. We celebrate it at Mcdonalds, simple but blast off. Seriously, we having so much fun there. To Hanani Hani, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you and may God bless you with everything you'll be doing. I know you're so happy on 18 NOV 2009 because your boyfriend is there with you, congrat x) Live your live and be happy as much as you can xD

Trust me, I love you

2009-11-11T16:47:00.000-08:00

20.10.09 x) Date the best than ever. Superduper I fucken love you. You the best than I've ever met before. We will never break up right ? Yeah we promise each other bby and so I keep your promise and you keep mine okay ? Eventhough we always fighting we still get back together. haha I love you bby x)

Oh yeah for the troublemaker, stop being bothersome. No need to disturb our relationship. It's enough for I year of bothersome from people. I'M SICK OF IT! Did I ever bother your relationship with your fucken bf ? Idts. Even with strangers I didn't did that because I think it's stupid.

Btw, I still love you bby and I know you love me too x) Haha bby you already change right? So fucker please fuck off. Grr and and bby, you don't know how much I love you. Eventhough many times I hurt you, I'm sorry. You know I don't want to :) Last, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH even words can't describe it x) xoxo

Dedicated to my awesome bestfriends, Ayep

2009-11-09T04:04:00.000-08:00

My two bestfriends be with you and they hurts you in such ways. Idk what is the reason they did that. Please, don't be sad or so whatever because you the mann and seriously I hate to see you broken heart. There is much better person you can get, trust me on this buddy. And don't ever run away from your trouble or don't make it much harder. Dude, I read few sentences you write in myspace:

God !
Please Take My Life Because I Didn't Deserve It
Please Don't Make My Friend Sad When I'm Gone
And The Last One , Please Give A Happiness To My Ex-Girlfriend When She Got A New Boyfriend
God ! I Begging To You ! Please Fulfilled My Request !

Dude, stop it! You say it like it's a big problems. No it's not and I can promise you that one day you'll meet the right person in your life and that time you don't even remember your awesome friends that is Me and others. Keep my promise would ya?

Last but not least, don't trust people by their appearance only. And don't judge a book by its cover also. Discovered about someone you like first, don't simply take it and last long relationship surely not yours! Bestfriend, I don't want any sad or problems text from you appear in my cell screen can ya ? I did this because you're my bestfriend. And friend help friend, and the best do deserve the best one x)

Boredom of holidays

2009-11-06T21:25:00.000-08:00

Yes I've my holiday already after PMR but mann It's sucks. Bored bored bored, going to school and do nothing then for what ? I should stay home and heat my ass in front of my laptop. So then that's major bored. Give me great holiday people, great one -.-

Hanging out, onlining, school-ing. Oh what more? Let me see, uh nothing. Duh -.- I hope I'll go travelling next month which everyone get their own holidays. Oh yes, make it fast please.

Justin bieber - one time

2009-11-05T16:02:00.001-08:00

Vid Justin Bieber - One Time~ Lol Isn't he just so cute ? xD His full name is Justin Drew Bieber and actually he's the canadian singer. He is 15 y/o, and same as me. lol :D Yeah pretty much he's hot mannn. No doubt but he have all the packages xDD

24th OCT party is the blast!

2009-11-04T16:36:00.000-08:00

24th OCT party was out of control mann I can say xD It's my birthday party and held at my house. Well my birthday is on 19th Oct but I postpone it on 24th Oct. It was a blast lol! We had a BBQ at night and it was so awesome. Well only my friends were invited, special friends actually. I got few presents and I lovelovelove it. Tq guys, I know you've been force to buy me a presents. haha xD You guys totally rocking the party!

Awkward moment -.-

2009-10-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

Today was hella fun mann. 1stly I was like, 'awkward' then afterwards we being cool xD yes I meet all my 4 bestbestbestfriends. I'm so miss youuu guys lol, seriously. Eventhough we live far from each other, but nobody can separate us. Yeah I'm being sentimental right now xD

19th OCTOBER 2009! Pretty much good and great. Well yeah I going out with my all bestfriends. Really fun but tired. Haha :D Gonna going out again act, to celebrate again yeah! Just want the day on my birthday is the day that I never forget. Means like I want it to be more than amazing, lol!

Till then, daaaaaaa

You fucking liar;

2009-08-23T18:19:00.000-07:00

Hey fucktard, I don't trust you anymore. All your words is a lie stupid. When you have others, you never remember me. You're annoying for God Sake ! Seriously, better you go to your love one than be near to me. Again I said, I had more than enough from you.

What you waiting for ? Go away. Stop playing with myself. Don't you ever thinking about other's feeling ? You don't have a heart aren't you ? I bet so. Please, leave me. If what you do is only hurting me.

From now onwards, I hope you'll be happy with your love one. Ask your one and only to take care all about you. I don't deserve you anymore. I'm not anymore the one that you used to know. So stop thinking about me anymore !

xoxo

Bothersome;

2009-08-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

When YOU gonna understand that taking something that mine is NO NO ? Hey you're annoying and pretty much I hate you maybe. Since you appear everything seems differents. And did that look okay ? Idts. Maybe it's okay for you but it's not for me.

Shut up and go away, thanks :)

Major-silly-quiz

2009-08-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

I took some random quiz which is partically stupid and silly. Well sometimes you need it when you've absolutely NOTHING to do.

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

~You Follow Your Head
You're rational, collected, and logical.
Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.
In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.
While you're cool, you're not ice cold.
You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

How Happy Are You, Really?

~You Are Pretty Happy
You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

Who's Your Dream Guy: Jacob or Edward?

~Your Dream Guy is Edward
You are a true romantic, and for you, love is a very emotional and passionate thing.
You want to be wooed, charmed, and even seduced. You have old fashioned ideas about romance.
You don't mind being with a protective guy like Edward, as long as he has your best interests at heart.
You like being taken care of completely, even if things get a little intense at times.

Are You Charming?

~You Are Pretty Charming
While you're not a natural charmer, you can be charming when you want to be.
And lucky for those around you, you usually feel like turning on the charm.
You project a happy, calm image - even when you're feeling the exact opposite.
You make people feel great about being around you... though you're not always up for putting in the effort.

Stupid people;

2009-08-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

Be with the right person or even LAST person in your life, I'm still here for you. When you going to see me ? The one that be with you through thick and thin. I'm just invisible creature for you. Yes It's true. I'm not fuckin desperate for you but just so you know you're mine and I'm yours and fulfill a promise is a MUST. Not for you but for me, It is.

You bored with me, like SO EASY. Do I ever get bored with you ? No. There's other creature that help you to forget me. It's fine when you happy with what they've done to you. I know they love you, but I think mine is GREATER. Again, when you going to see me ? I've sick of people's attitude. Seriously, don't make me go wild when people keep turn my nerves on.

Yes, 'Do what you want' sentences is YOURS. I'm serious and next time better close your eyes from looking at me because when you look at me, you not see me but others that you love. Hey fucktard, you think I'm a TOY ? Psst, stop such things. World never last long, even life. When your heart stop beats, and that time is when you going to regret. And I want to see how many person that say 'I love you' to you coming that time visiting you.

Yes guys, you going to say 'Surely I come, I LOVE that person SO MUCH'. Hey love not all truth. What ? You going to take it all from me ? Oh yes I know so people do that A LOT. But you never can. NEVER ! Stop do stupid things when at last it's all gone. You think you going to be the last person as me ? NO WAY. I'm the last person dude.

YOU'RE SO ANNOYING TILL MAKE MY BRAIN WORKS WELL; thank you !

Biatch is so not my taste;

2009-08-11T01:02:00.001-07:00

You never replied my text, you rare spoke to me nowadays. WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU MAN ? I try to make you happy, I try to make the best for you but I think others take that from me. How can you be like this ? Oh like what ? Like how you're now. You said you're okay but you're not. Like who cares you've somebody else and your big lie can't be hide anymore.

Biatch, BECAUSE OF YOU ! Damn, I feel so like YOU'RE ANNOYING LITTLE BITCH LAH STUPID. Seriously, I HATE SOMEONE WHO STEAL MY TREASURES. Like VERY HATE ! Please, don't be too much annoying okay ? You change someone I loved then I'll always follow you. Trust me. When I say I hate it, then trust me because I really do fucktard. God dammit !

I'm the one who try to fulfill ALL my promise. Yes I'm that kind of person and now you make fool of me because you know how my attitude is. Thank a lot ! You did a good job man.

Then....over

2009-08-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

You easily fall on someone, like EASILY ! lol yes It's up to you, it's your life. I just said it because I want to. Don't fall on someone for only by SWEET WORDS or SWEET TALKS. Trust me, I had more than enough from people. So I don't want this things to be happen on you.

You don't want to hear any of my words ? Then fine. Again, it's your life not mine. So yeah, think before you do something. I know you want happiness, but people just find you when they in trouble and when you help them and that time is when they learn to love you. lol human attitude -.-

Last, think before do something. It's better than just get fool :)

Be honest

2009-08-06T00:36:00.001-07:00

One day without meet each other, I can see the change in you. Don't worry, idc about that. When I say something, and then you will said 'Why bother?' Well okay then, I won't bother your life anymore. Do what you want. But still the answer for your upcoming question is 'Yes, I love you too'.

Why asking the question if you already know the answer ? I'm the one who should ask you and you must be honest. I'm not blind, I can see the real things. I can read people's face, attitude. How stupid do you think I am ? Please, don't make fool out of me. I had more than enough from you.

Need others but not me ? Go on. I want to see how far you can survive. Yes, it's true I need you also but do you ? Idts. Please, be honest in your full time life. I know too honest might brake hearts but I think it's better than lies. Say it, I don't want to hear it but I want to know it.

How Boyish or Girlish I Am ?

2009-07-25T00:13:00.001-07:00

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

People can changed

2009-07-13T03:17:00.000-07:00

I've changed. You might never seen anymore the 'good' Haniz. Because I'm fucken damn hella tired to be so nice with people. You'll see the 'good' and the 'bad' Haniz at the same time. Why it's happen ? This is life, bear with it. I've just stop living my life your way. This is me, and sometimes I don't know what I really want too but it's just take time to think about it.

I take a quiz about 'Do You Hate to Be Single?' I know it's sounds ridiculous but so what, I'm trying to be nice as possible in Love xD Love ? yeah sounds horrible for me. But hey I do have a heart, lol.

You Like Being Single;

Being single is just fine with you, but you don't always love it.
Like most people, you would prefer to be attached... but you are rightfully picky.

While you may not need to be in a relationship, you'd like to be in one.
You try to make your life as great as possible, whether you're with someone or not.

And other test about personality;

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

HAHA sounds very so love-to-come. But as usual, never last long. It comes and it go. As usual guys, it's random for me. Love Game never over, wanna bet ? xD

I still have feeling at someone but at the same time I'm losing the person. Remember, when you begins to me miss me, don't forget it was you who let me go. But what can I do ? We both miss each other xD But someone special have replaced me and still I'm the part of the heart. I've said to this person before 'You'll never be replaced', and I do mean it :)

Over then survive

2009-07-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

Its over. Hey folks, are you happy now? This is what you want isn'it ? Great, because you got it already. I'm not a clown that you can laugh at. This is what I call 'Love Game.' WHAT ON EARTH IS HAPPEN ? Still, the same things that happen to me before.

I've lost the one and my only one. But anyway, I think I am lucky enough to be with you till now. Yeah, you're still my one and only and still be a part of me. And you never can fade away from my brain.

This is a crap, I think xD B.T.W to someone, you take care of this person or you'll regret your forever life. Don't brake the heart anymore, got it? Yes I am warning you guys. Step my dead body before you can brake the heart again;

Tagged by Waniey :)

2009-06-04T23:10:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheek of course.
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Oh shit, its morning already -.- xD
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
Tity, the bitch xD
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nahh, idts
5. Will you ever donate blood?
I'm the one who you should donate blood to xD
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah, I do :D
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope;
8. What does your last text message say ?
'Haha , rosak la ngok !' xDDD
9. What are you thinking right now ?
My mickey, IMISSYOUMAN :P
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yes, my wifey and my husband mickey :DD
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Err, I think 11PM
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
I forgot -.-
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes, MICKEY :D HAHA
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Mickeyy, lol :P

Person to do this quiz.
1 . Shasha
2. Farhana
3. Aqila
4. Eixa
5. Mickey
6. Arief
7. Eyqa
8. Bro Syed
9. Aby
10. Hanani

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Haha idk, she's single I think
16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Cutie female :)
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
NO WAY. Haha both a girl lol
18. What is no.1 studying about?
PMR ;
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
AH can't recall
20.Is no.4 single?
Nope, :P
21. Say something about no. 2.
She's my sweethearts ;)
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
HAHA no wayy. No 6 is no 4 BOYFRIENDS xD
23. Describe no.9.
My crazy lovely friend :P
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Laughing :D
25. Do you like 8?
No 8 is my pet bro :DD

L for Loser

2009-06-02T17:53:00.000-07:00

Someone just mess up with me even when she never know the truth . What a weird people -.- Damn who make my life sucks. You think I going to let it go just like that ? I'm not that good. I'm not so cruel but I'm not so kind too. Revenge is not my points now but something bad that I don't plan will happen. See, I'm not planning. So I a little bit good at it this kind of stuff.

You want it, take it. I don't fucken care bullshit. Both of you look like a dog that doesn't eat for 2 weeks and fight with each other for one bone and the bone who's suffering. Isn't that look funny ? Yes sure it is. Let your mind wide open because there's something hidden behide this heart that you don't know. Honest never last long, lies cover it up. I got this kind of life which can't stop teach me how life works. 'Some people say I've changed, but the truth is I've just stop living my life their way.' This is the fact, try to learn to accept it.

Weird is me. And how it's ? Great, when sometimes I can recognize people who are honest and not. Life isn't just like that anyway. Sometimes its up and sometimes its down. I don't tell you to change it but live with it. Get smooth with the surrounding, life and so on. I tell you, if you got tired of this life, means you know what type of life you're living with. It's not simple and easy as you read, make up your mind and let it wide open, see the truth of life. But when you see it, don't give up because this is your fear, fight with it and win it. Yes, there's a winner and always have a loser so now let surroundings be the loser and you be the winner.

I take this simply action when some people just can't see me happy with someone I love. Maybe they're just can't stop being a loser am I right ? Live your life guys. Thinks what make you feel better and when you're thinking, think many things not just your life because it just useless someday. Fuck who mess with my life. lol I'm laughing inside. Bitch, go away and don't turn back when my mission is over.

And my mission is over. Hey folks, I win. So get lost LOSER; I don't wanna talk much since I've back what I want. Yes, I play hard to get something that I want. Still wanna mess with me ? Be my guest, fucktard. I'm a winner, Thank You :)

Tagged by Fana

2009-05-12T22:45:00.000-07:00

RULES : It's harder than it looks ! Copy to your own post , erase my answer , enter yours and tag people you want . Describe the person who tagged you and put him or her picture . Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions . They have to be real ; nothing made up ! If the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and can't use your name for the boy or girl name question .

Farhana Syahira
She's my long-life partner and my sweetheart

01 What is your name : Sharifah Nurhanizah xD
02 A four letter word : Suck
03 A boy's name : Syaraf
04 A girl's name : Sharieza
05 An occupation : Salesman
06 A colour : Slateblue
07 Something you wear : Short
08 A food : Sizzling
09 Something found in the bathroom : Soap
10 A place : South America
11 A reason for being late : Sleeping :D
12 Something you shout : SUCKER
13 A movie title : Star Trek
14 Something you drank : Soda
15 A musical group : Super Junior
16 An animal : Shark
17 A street name : St. Annes Lane, London
18 A type of car : Skyline
19 Title of song : Sorry Sorry, Super Junior
20 Something you use in school : Sharpener

I tag no one :)

Listen me bitch,

2009-05-09T00:10:00.001-07:00

Exam in 2 weeks and I didn't do anything about it. I'm so lazy to study even do some revision. Gosh, it has been a long day of a year and I can't stop feel the boredom of life. Oh shit, I hate what already happened this year. Is this a games for me to play with you folks or it's a suprised for you make me happy at the last ? I don't know.

Kill me, and make me alive again, I still can't believe what you've done. You've make me invisible. Hey, you can't stop being annoying am I right ? You don't know what you've done. I'm trying to tell you here but do you going to listen ? No you're not. You just think I'm jealous of you and that's all. SHUT THE FUCK UP! I'm not jealous of you if you think I am. Are you stupid or what ?!

It don't have to take a year, a week to realize it. It's just take a minute to create a combination of realizing, thinking and interpret it. Mann, it has been a long day since you've change and what can I do about it ? Nothing.

Mann I tired already to think or do about it. Your life, your body, you do it. Don't find me when you need help. This is how human work with people who don't know what's the meaning of appreciate. You fucktard, get lost!

Fucker you,

2009-04-30T01:30:00.001-07:00

When you say and keep laughing about that, one day you'll feel bored about it. And you'll know how stupid you look when you talk shit about others. Don't keep judging people. Who are you ? God ? You're evil with the mask of human. You fool your own self did you know that ? I bet no. You're a jerk . Like come on, nothing and nobody is perfect in this small world. God give every people something value so what's yours ? You know it ? So keep it yourself.

Don't be too much annoying. You disgust me and others for God sake. Save all your word stupid, I don't want to hear it and so do others. Why keep laughing at people ? Don't give stupid reason. You're not perfect either. Am I right ?

One more time you do it again, you'll know what happen. Man, you're also like others and don't bother people if they don't bother you. Go on if you think what you do is right. It's not your ears who tired to hear it. Can't your mouth shut up even a minute ? FUCK YOU, MAN !

Me or You ?

2009-04-11T03:58:00.000-07:00

Is it me or they who don't know how to treat people who already sacrifice a lot to them ? Tell me. Is it me who wrong to choose who I love one ? Is it me who have fucking annoying system in my life that annoyed them every single minute ? You tell me now. The answer is 'Them' !

Who is my lovers ? Nobody, I say nobody dare to say. Because they do not feel what I feel towards them. They can't never realize how I feel when they say, when they act like that. Like what ? You'll see. Is it must me who have to be grounded here ? What I did to you ? What the thing that I do till you did to me like this, like right now ? You're some kinds of brainless people that don't know or never know how to treat people who's the mirror of yourself. I feel sorry for you.

It's not me, it's you who already be wrong in one stage that you can't never get it right until I forgive you, but 'IN YOUR DREAM,JERK' ! I'm not cruel, I'm not mean. You teach me like this and thank you for doing that. I realize people are the same. Even how they turn around the world, it's still like that and they still the human and the creature of God. I think it must be embarrassing if I did, and done that to other people. Don't you think like that too ? AH idts.

Must be like fun play with people heart expecially me. Actually I want to ask, do you think you've know everything about me ? The suitable answer is NO. You'll never get to know me because you don't want to. And when this thing I mean this problem happen, don't ask me why I be like this ? Because I am like this.

Ask yourself in front of the mirror of what you doing is right or wrong ? Ask God, ask everybody, ASK ME ! And now get ready to face the biggest problem in your life. Get ready to take your ass up from my life. And after that, I'm waiting for the day which you'll come back to me and apologize. It's the day that will be written in my brain forever.

10 Advantages;

2009-04-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

10 adventages of NOT having a ''LOVER''

1.Save your time, don't have to waste it up with the boy that you don't know wheather he's your future husband or not

2.Can sleep well

3.Don't have to bother about missed calls, off phone is even better XD

4.Don't have to worry about how your look, because nobody even care

5.Can eat in any restaurent

6.No boring message in the middle of night

7.Can having a conversation with anyone that you want expecially Boys

8.There won't be any advice

9.Can go anywhere with anyone and everytime

BONUS : You will live a long super life

I take this from my friends, Samsiah, and just add some words. After read this, why busy finding a man that maybe can't give you all the happiness ? If you found the right one, you must be really lucky. I can't found any yet because it's the fact that I don't believe love at first sight. Hah it's a shit ! I'm sorry guys, but I'm so fucking tired to just love you but you're not. Yes, life is not fair so just accept it.

26 MARCH 2009

2009-03-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

My brother birthday is on 26 March 2009. I'm the first one who wish him, hope so :D But I'm not give him any presents. It's not a must right. Btw I hope you have such a great life and live your life, brother :D May God bless youu <3

Tagged by Amalina

2009-03-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

Seven facts about me

#1 I often get bored when someone expecially guys talk something so random
#2 I'm easily forgive someone if they say the sorry part and mean it
#3 I don't like anybody to force me doing something expecially in STUDY
#4 I think negative a lot and then imagine about it
#5 I'm mostly stand by my own feet
#6 Imagination is few thing that flow in my life
#7 When I'm in a bad mood, I'm warning you, please stay away

Six unspectacular quirks of me,

#1 I don't call fear as a fear, I call it as a thing that we must get thru it
#2 My life is full of lying that sometimes could kill me
#3 If you think you're good, think thousand times
#4 I don't easily get down by just a word
#5 There's no so-called-love in my life
#6 Live your life first

I don't want to tag anybody, thank you

Tagged by Fana

2009-03-18T18:22:00.000-07:00

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, just take a picture.
3. Post the picture with NO editing.
4. Post the picture with these instructions.

1. What's your ambition?
- Engineer :D

2. What do you like the most about the person who tagged you?
- Farhana tag me. And I like all about her <3

3. Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Nope, not this time

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Yes, sometimes

5. ~~How many babies you want?~~
Destroy homework?
- Yes

6. What would you name your kids in the future?
- Never thinking of that =.="

7. What is your goal for this year (2009)?
- Straight A for PMR. insyaalah :)

8. Do you think you are clever?
- Sometimes I do :D

9. What are you favorite colours?
- Blue, Red, Black, White, etc

10. Do you ever wonder where you would end up after you die?
- I'm never wonder of that

11. What are you bad habits?
- Bad habits huh ? Well many of em'

12. If you can do anything now. What would it be?
- Just like fana said, destroy all exam :D

13. State a random fact about yourself?
- I'm kinda silly this lately =.="

14. What does flying mean to you?
- Nothing

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- Freedom I think

16. What do you mean if you were to fall in love?
- Haha stupid x)

17. Are you currently single?
- Yeah

18. How many ex boyfriend/girlfriend you had before?
- I don't know [Hey, doesn't mean I've many, just lazy to remember about it]

19. Do you believe in fate?
- Yes

20. What's your biggest fear?
- Fear ? Nothing

Instructions :

-Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
-Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.
-Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.
-List them out at the end of the post.

People I tag :

Aqila
Shasha
Annie
Amalina

Farhana tag me. <3

Tagged by Fana ;)

2009-02-27T20:01:00.000-08:00

100 truths,tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → Greentea.Yummy
Last phone call → Can't recall
Last text message → Aby
Last song you listened to → Alesana - This conversation is over
Last time you cried→ Last week.Yeah I was sick that time

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Nope
Been cheated on → Many times I can say
Kissed someone & regretted it → Nope
Lost someone special→ Yeah.Hope he'll come back,LOL

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Yup.Until now
Laughed until you cried → Nope.Nothing can make me laughed until cried
Met someone who changed your life → No.And nobody can
Found out someone was talking about you → Yeah.But just pretend I didn't heard about it.Must be something bad huh,who knows ?

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → I know all of it
Do you have any pets → Yes
Do you want to change your name → Why should I ? Duh-uh
What time did you wake up today → 6.40 am
What were you doing at midnight last night → Going out with my family
Name something you cannot wait for → The day I got my PMR result
The last time you saw your father→ Just now
What's one thing you wish you could change→ My weight
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Nope
What's getting on your nerves right now → That damn stupid enemy of mine who showed up in front of me at school today
What's your name → Haniz is enough
Elementary/Primary School→ S.K Bukit Pantai
Middle/Secondary School → S.M.K Rawang
High School → S.M.K Rawang
Hair color → Black as natural
Long or short → Long and I hate it
Are you a health freak → Sometimes
Righty or lefty → Righty :)

FIRSTS :
First surgery → Never
First piercing → Nah-ahh
First best friend → Um I forgot who's the first one
First sport you joined → Running
First pet → My cat
First vacation → I forgot already

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Vegetables
Drinking → Nope
Waiting → For my tuition class

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Maybe,idk
Want to get married?→ Not plan yet
Careers in mind? → Athlets or something.LOL idk

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → No.And that's sound stupid if I do
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → Never ever
Lost glasses/contacts → No,I don't wear em
Ran away from home → No.LOL
Broken someone's heart → Yup.If they brake mine,I'll do the same thing
Been arrested → No
Cried when someone died → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Sometimes I do
Miracles → Not really but sure
Love at first sight → No!
Heaven → Yes
Kiss on the first date→ No.WTF ?
Angels → Yea,maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes,someone
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Nope
Do you believe in God? → Obviously

Tagged to:

- Aqila sarah
- Syed
- Waniey
- Shasha
- Nady
- Malin
- Annie
- Aka

IT'S ENOUGH !

My honey bunny birthdayy ;)

2009-02-22T05:23:00.001-08:00

Today is my forever love hunny bunny or bff in my life birthday.Ah I'm so sorry for late wishes you dear.I'm so fuckin busy and the time don't let me to send even one msg to you to say 'Happy Birthday'.I'm feeling so bad right now.Sorry ya !

This is just for youuu <3

I love you so much and I miss you badly Dear.Without you I'm nobody right now.You just so special from first we know each other.I just want you to know,no matter how far we are I'll never ever forget you or erase your name from my mind.Words can't describe how much my love for you.If I can meet you right now and celebrate a great birthday with you and our friends.Ah hope that moment will happen in reality of life.

I'm just hoping you have a great day and each moment of your life are so meaningful.This year is our year so beat it.Achieve 8A in PMR dear.Lastly,I don't want you to be hurt by anyone even me.I love you like you are the part of my life.You are the sun that shine my life till now and forever for sure.This is the last words and that's gonna be Happy Birthday Aqila Sarah Binti Zulkifli <3

Dreaming again x)

2009-02-14T01:36:00.000-08:00

I dreaming of DBSK again.LOL XD

This one day when DBSK do a concert at this place [Idk where it is].But I watch them at the backstage.Pretty cool huh.But seriusly I'm just a normal huge fan of them.No special nor glamour at all [In that dream].Well then when they finish their last songs.They go to backstage and at the front is Jae Joong! Weird or not,I'm not suprised at all when I see them.Feel like I know them long already x) So the word I say to Jae Joong is 'Good Luckkkk :)'.And he look at me,create his pretty smile and say 'Good luck to you too dear'.So then I was like 'Okay,thanks'.Then I left.

And at the stairs I saw Micky,Max,Xiah,U-know.So then I walked downstairs while saying at each of them 'Great concert guys!'Then each of them do the same thing.That is look at me and walk away.Duh-uh

Well you can see that in this dream only Hero alert when I talk to him.Haha just a dream dude.Some dreams do came true,righty ? :3

Tagged by Waniey :3

2009-02-03T01:12:00.000-08:00

When was the last time you woke up in the middle of the night?
-Last night
Do you ever just watch the candles burn when it's dark?
-Yeahh,of course
What is getting on your nerves lately?
-How my classmates act and surrounding
Do you know how to deal with it?
-Yes but I want them to feel sorry for it.
Do you ever just look up at the stars with a crystal clear mind?
-Yeahh.And I love to
How's your heart?
-My heart just fine.No hurt nor broken :)
How's your body?
-Fucking tired,duh
Have you ever survived a night without sleep?
-I want to but I can't survived without sleep XD
Do you write? (Songs, poems ect..)
-No,I don't have any time tho
Any guilty-pleasures?
-Not at all
Ever found love?
-Yes,a lot.But not the suitable one
Can you talk to someone special all through the night?
-Yes
Do you believe humans are capable of loving the same sex?:
-Well,I think so
How easily do you see the bad in people?
-Idk about that
What gets you through hard times?
-Family,friends
Are you obsessed about your exterior?
-Nope
Could you carry on a political debate on poverty?
-I don't think so
How long do you sleep in on Saturdays?
-I don't count
Why are you doing this survey?
-Because I've been tagged by Waniey
Do you ever delete phone numbers out of anger?
-Yes.And by the time I'm bored too XD
Ever been close to dying?
-Yes.Crazy huh ?
Where is your favorite place in the world?
-Idk
How is your vocabulary?:
-Just okay
Ever sung in front of a crowd? If yes, what was rushing through your mind?
-Never
If you could change your name, would you?
-No,thanks
Your thoughts on racism?
-No comment about that.You tell me
Do you consider yourself to be sophisticated?
-Ahh-uhh don't know
One word to describe your life?
-Weird ? :D
Do you use a lot of time on yourself?
-Yes,A.....Lot :)
What did you think of this survey?
-Busy-body survey I can label it :P

Tagged to
~ Shasha
~ Aka

Happy Birthday Ally :)

2009-01-26T08:13:00.000-08:00

It's Ally birthday today!
So yeah,
Happy Bithday to you :)

So what's present ya want ? Btw I'm hoping you have a nice day on your birthday.
So you 15 already.Oh happy for that even a bit :D

Goodbye :>

You call yourself a 'Bestfriends' ?

2009-01-26T07:40:00.000-08:00

Here it goes.My best best bestfriends just call just now.Current things I'm doing is onlining.So yeah I pick up the phone and with a small voice I say 'Hello'.Pss before that,just so ya know that I don't really like my bestfriends.Yaaa I tag her as my Bestfriends because she's are but this year she act like a stupid-egomaniac-shit I've ever seen in my life.The one who read this and know who I'm talking about,you better shut the fuck up! Continued~ She's say 'Haniz,what you doing?' I say 'Nothing'.And then quickly she tell me what's going up.Know what,she tell me that her stupid ugly myspace profile already mess by her ownself.And she ask me the code to hide a friends.Hear this dumby!

---->> I'm the one who make your ugly profile to a nice sweet profile before.And yes all the code was mine and I never tell ya where i find it.You better appreciate it because I'll NEVER done it again for you.After what you've done to me this year.What kind of bestfriend are you ? If I could,I want to smash you and cut you in a tiny piece and throw you to the rubbish! Oh say to me 'You are the worst bestfriends ever'! I'll say 'Thanks You' because I am.Your shit fucking voice turn my nerves on!

Yes continued back.I'll never ever give you the code even it's so fucking easy to find it.Hey,even 6 years old kids can find the code but you can't.Work harder for yourself,stupid.I'm not your maid to do all the work for you.Better you don't talk to me because you really can make me go mad.New tag for you stupido,it's 'WORST ENEMY'.You should proud that I give you a labels.Now you know how I roll with people attitude :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Hero <3

2009-01-25T19:25:00.000-08:00

OHHHHHHH It's Hero birthday Today.Happy Birthday to youuuuu.Wish I can celebrate with youu =.=" I make a banner for you already jj :D

What a snobbish old classmate -.-"

2009-01-22T23:21:00.000-08:00

I know it's 2009,NEW YEAR.I changed to another class already so those who same class with me last year don't be such a snobbish this year! I'm still knowing ya,get that ? Or you don't ? Some guys trying to get away from me like they don't know me.Hey come on,it's not that hard to say 'Hello'.At least smile to me.Some girls also full-of-pride.Last year we just like BESTFRIENDS and this year we like ENEMY.What's wrong with ya ? Some do call 'Budak Pandai'.WTF ? I'm not that smart.I'm just lucky to enter the second class this year from the sixth class last year.CALL ME IN THAT NAME AGAIN OR I BUNG MY SHOES IN YOUR DAMN MOUTH! You act that again,wait for me to do the same thing.

Okay let's hear me =.="

2009-01-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

Oh It's Chinese New Year.How great,I got holiday for 1 weeks.Happy Chinese New Year for all who celebrate it ;) The sucks freaking part is,I GOT SO MANY HOMEWORK! Like come on,It's only 1 week teacher.Not 2 weeks or 1 month.Duh Thanks a lot! Think properly before you just gave the homework to us.It's not that easy to finish all the work in one week.I have to rest also to relaxing my brain.IT'S FULL !

Teacher just gave the letter about the extra classes after holiday.It's call 'Memburu Bintang'.It's start 1.10 to 2.30.Ohhhhhhh I'm going to sleep in that class for sure.But thanks for give some extra class,I need it because my brain have to fill up more things that suitable with my brain.Yeahh book times +_+

Lastly,today is Aka and Hafiq birthday.Happy Birthday to both of you ;)

Holidayyyyyyy =.="

2008-12-30T03:21:00.000-08:00

Yeaa im away because i go holiday.first i send my sister at plkn at Perak.whooaa its far far away.getting headache ~.~ after perak,we go to kedah.oh yeahh btw,i go with my family and cousin.so yeahh,two family only.happy laaaaaaaaaa :) we sleep at almost 6 hotel XD hahaha one day one hotel laa,duh.Oh yeahh,here's some picture of me.and btw,my face getting dark & dark & dark.IM SERIUS! don't go there XDD

Aka tagged me.

2008-12-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

1. The last person to tag you was?
Akarist.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Just friend i think.Oh oh,my Hero [Remember that].

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
Cool,Nice,Weird,Super and Amazing.

4. The most memorable thing that she/he has ever done for you?
Uh idk =.=".

5. The most memorable word that she/he ever done for you?
Err forgot about it =.=".

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
I should love her,am i right ? .

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
Oh i'll beat her up.kill you immediately XD

8. If he/she become your lover, he/she have to improve on...
Feeling,guess so.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
Well let me see.just say that she's doing something that turns my nerves on,maybe.

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her are..
Meet her in real life =D

11. Overall impression towards him/her is..
She's AH-Mazing.

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Hate,Stupid ? gah,how do i know ~.~

13. Who is your ideal?
No one,i think

14. What do you hate about yourself?
Attitude[that really stupid]

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
Ouch really thanks for it.Get me know about it and i'll love you [If i want to XD]

16. 5 people to tag answer:

1. Shasha
2. Waniey
3. brother Syed
4. Mila
5. [EMPTY]

Edward Cullen !

2008-12-17T07:30:00.000-08:00

Damn! he's truly the best.i start fall in love with his words,face and his sounds make me much better.find me edward,im waiting for u XD
here a little thing about him!

Robert Pattinson mini-bio: Robert Pattinson was born on May 13, 1986 in London, England.He enjoys music and is an excellent musician, playing the guitar and keyboard.He is an English actor, model and musician.

[ VITAL STATS ]
Robert Pattinson Information:
Eye color: blue
Height: 6' 1" (1.85 m)
Nickname(s): R Patts, Spunk, Ransom, Rob, Patty
Education: Harrodian Private School
Family: Lizzy, Victoria (sisters)
Resides in: England, U.K
Personal interests/hobbies:Piano and guitar, football, skiing, pool, snowboarding
Other: Born and raised in London, England
Got expelled from school at age 12.
In a band called "Bad Girl."
Fav. Actor: Jack Nicholson
Fav. Food: Fast Food Especially fond of Hot Pockets
Pets: owns a terrier (dog)

Jae Joong when he was a Baby:p

2008-12-12T20:19:00.001-08:00

Jae joong when he was a baby <3 haha yeahh i know he is so cute.hella cute u can say! damn he's so chubby.haha when ure baby also u already cute,see him right now.holly shit,he's fucking cute yaw XD

DBSK quiz <3

2008-12-11T21:10:00.000-08:00

i took DBSK quiz,
and here's the results of which DBSK member is me XD

Your Result: Hero JaeJoong

Hero Jaejoong? Well, let's see... You seem to have a cold exterior when meeting new people, but deep down inside you're the exact opposite. You in fact have a big heart who cares about his family and friends. But doenst mean you can't be mean at times too. Sure, your mean when you want to be. You love to prepare and clean things up when needed and you need to feel like you are loved. Or at least, you like to give love. Just like JaeJoong, you are emotional at times too. But it doesnt matter either way, you have the most killer looks. So yeah, you're a Hero JaeJoong! YAY!

psss,well i know im like Hero Jae Joong.haha coolio;p

im dreaming O.o

2008-12-07T19:09:00.001-08:00

im dreaming about DBSK.but not all,just a few of them.okay this is the story:)

first i go somewhere but idk where the place is where there is a competition.that time there is something going up thats so many group came including DBSK and Jonas Brothers that i remember of.i saw Changmin doing something so i go to him and say 'Hello'.then he was like don't like me and go to Hero that sitting at the corner.then i was like 'Hey dont worry,i came here just to chill out'.and then Changmin and Hero look each other and then look at me and smile.

after a few minutes,i talk talk and talk with Hero only but not with Changmin because he go somewhere and busy.me and Hero talk about singing and each other stuff and all.then someone called all the group to do something and bla bla bla.when all go including Hero,i start to feel bored then go at my friends Ika [idk why she's here in my dream XD].after the group take a long time to do something that they must to,they finish already.and all members in DBSK relaxing.i go to Hero because i saw he was alone so yeahh i should talk to him as im bored right now.

after im in front of him,i sit and look at him.he look at me and say 'oh u [then he smiled].i was like 'goshhh look at his smile' :D after talk about what he do just now and all,lastly i say 'Hero,can i take a picture with u ?' they he look at me in a bad face.i was afraid and say 'its okay if u dont want to,i dont mind.i just want a picture with u:(' then he smiled and say 'of course u can,come on'.haha im so happy that time.i open my phone and Hero was fixed his hair and shirt to take a picture with me.>>>>[this is the part thats im happy of XDD] when we pose already to take a picture,Hero immediately Kiss me.and im shocking plus that time i captured already but i take my picture only because the camera was shaking as my hands and all body shocking XD then i look at him,then he smiled.i feel like 'omg,is this happen ? i want to died ' after thats came one girls thats a presiden of the competition and say 'Hero come on,u late'.Hero immediately go and follow the girl.then i run to Hero and say 'Hero,will u take a picture with me again ? [ i make puppy face :D]' and Hero said 'yeahh sure my dear'.i was like 'oh oh good'.then he go away and i go back at my friends.

after few hours he came back and i came to him and i say 'come on Hero,come take a picture with me.please,right now.i have to going back ne'.then he say 'why u want to going back early ?' and i say 'i must do something,please'.he was like 'okay okay,come on'.then i go to him and he just kissed me,thats all.im shocking again and my mouth open thats time with a blur face.he smiled and say 'its okay,u deserve thats'.i was like 'ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay,i know.haha ily Hero'.then he say 'yeahh okay'.and he smiled again.after thats when i want to take a picture then i say 'kissed me in this picture so i can put in myspace'.so he say 'okayyy'.by the time we wants to take a picture and he already kiss me,came the presiden and look at me like she hates me.i look at her and then look at Hero.then Hero say 'i must go,im late'.then i say 'i must go too,but how with our picture ?' then he dont say anything and kiss me again with all love he give to me.after thats he go and left me.when he far from me,he turn back and smiled:) i was soooooooooooooo happy thats time.

then i wake up and realize its not happen,and i smiled alone [like crazy huh XD].and i say in my hearts 'if Hero kiss me,thats would be a best day in my life'.haha oh Hero,u are so pretty and handsome and cute and all lah.heeeee:p

oke THE END :)

about DBSK ^ ^ [Dong Bang Shin Ki]

2008-11-12T20:18:00.000-08:00

this is the Random facts about DBSK.

Yunho

1. Don't tell him to lose weight! He said that his Winnie the Pooh's tummy is fill with fan's love.

2. He is serious when working so Don't talk to him at that time!

3. When fans are pulling his hair and cloths he will smile to them but actually he doesn't like it!

4. Do not compete with or challenge him. He won't let himself lose to you!

5. Do not stand close to him when he is dancing. His powerful hand move may injure you!

6. He likes unique fan's letter. So decorated your letter with beautiful pattern!

7. When raining, he likes to write novel so he won't go out during raining!

8. He don't like to get too intimate (hugging and touching) with people he is not close to, so don't hug him.

9. He cares about his fans very much so he don't like fans to force themselves to get very near them 'cos it is dangerous. He likes fans to stand and watch them from a bit distance for their safety.

10. People said that he is a very polite and knowledgeable leader.

Hero

1. He likes to look at mirror so do not by any chance take away his mirror!

2. When he gets very excited he will start to speak in 'native' slang. (this one i'm not sure what it means)

3. He don't know how to use his eyes to 'electrocute' girls so don't ask him to do that.

4. He hate it when people say he is pretty, he want people to regards him as handsome/cool, not pretty as pretty is for girls.

5. he likes unique under garment. (that's why fans give him t- back!)

6. He looks very cool but actually deep down inside he is warm hearted so don't hurt his feeling!

7. Once during a Coca-cola drinking competition he fainted after drinking coca-cola so now he has a phobia against coca-cola!

8. He has to wear eye mask when sleeping.

9. He has a slim and fragile waist, so do not hug him cos it'll break!

10. He likes cooking very much so he likes fans to give him recipe book from various countries as a gift. But don't ask him to cook with you, he don't like to cook together with other ppl.

Xiah

1. When he is surrounded by fans his face will become red!

2. He can't stand straight and likes to move when standing, so don't be surprise if he start dancing 'wave' suddenly. ( i also don't know what is 'wave')

3. He hates people to pull his hair.

4. He doesn’t like carbonated drinks and likes to drink ‘nutritious drink’.

5. He has sensitive skin so don’t give him make up as present.

6. He will become very excited if people talk to him about soccer.

7. He drinks nutritious drinks to protect his voice.

8. He will get angry if people talk to him about adult film.( blue film)

9. Although he likes to work but their schedule is very busy so need to

rest also.

10. When he is tired of working and you talk to him about soccer he will get very excited again.

Micky

1.He will cry every time he thinks of his family in US when he is alone.

2.Don’t let him feel alone and give him more love.

3.He is afraid of screaming voice and horror movie.

4.He likes girl who know how to dance.

5.He will get mad if people left him alone. Once, he is in hospital, Xiah didn’t visit him, he get mad at Xiah, so remember to visit him when he‘s in hospital.

6.He have sexy collar bones so he likes to wear v-neck cloths but

don’t let him wear it during cold days.

7.He can eat many snacks but better let him eat rice more!

8.Micky’s and Yunho’s favourite drink is Tok-tok. (I have no idea what it is) they can drink 5 packets per day.

9.He have a killer smile, people that have weak heart could be killed by it.

Max

1.He doesn’t like people to sit next to him when he is reading.

2.Because he likes to exercise very much, he is fast in jogging and you can’t catch him. If you jog with him you’ll get very tired.

3.Don’t let him drink milk. If he gets taller again then it’ll be very scary.

4.He has strong concentrations/ focuses, so don’t touch him when he is focusing on something, even if you disturb him he won’t have reaction.

5.He likes to eat very much so don’t disturb him while he’s eating.

6.He won’t let people know if he is sick so we need to pay more attention to him and look at his attitude and condition to check his health.

7.He doesn’t like fans to wait for him outside their hostel and don’t like fans to pull his hair and clothes. He’ll get mad if fans ignore this rule.

8.Average people eat 3 or 4 meals a day but he’ll eat whenever he saw foods in front of him so don’t put food around him.

9.He gets flu easily so bring medicine along with you when you meet him.

10. He has thick hair so don’t give him small comb for present.

Jae Joong is soooo cute :D

2008-11-11T04:22:00.000-08:00

he's handsome,cute and he's my dreamer boy [i think so] :D
here little things about him.

Stage Name: Hero (Young Woong)
Real Name: Kim Jae Joong
Position: Main Vocals
Age: 22/23 (Western/Korean)
Birthday: January 26, 1986
Birthplace : Choong Nam
Education: "3rd Year University Student"
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 63 kg
Hobbies: Games and listening to music
Special Ability: Singing

Born in 1986, he was born with the blood-type O and has the personality of someone with the blood type. Is the main vocal of the group, and carries out the role of the "big brother" with Yunho. He gives the most criticism to the members regarding music. Has deep thoughts and talks straight-forwardly. His neat and tidy personality is portrayed in the dorm they live in; cleaning every corner of the house is blatantly a part of this trait, but he also is interested in cooking and feeds everyone in the group. Is the 'mother' of the group. Exceptional cooking skills and can prepare 15 kinds of dishes easily. Won the best looking award from SM and is a pretty boy, but his hobby is weight training -- he has a great, masculine body in contrast to his feminine face. Is interested in people's relationships and likes to love.

YoungWoong JaeJoong's husky voice is attractive !!