Thursday, December 10, 2009

Give me space;

I need my space, my own personal space. Holiday killed me but at the same time it make my brain processing very well. I think a lot these days, well because I've nothing to do. And yes at the same time also I've a lot of problems appeared in my life. Not small nor big, medium problems that make me stressful. One problem done, one other problem comes. When it will stop ? God tell me, I'm tired of this bullshit. I know You wanted to show me something by giving me all this test but what is it? I can't see it yet, and tell me when I will?

I'm giving myself a space, bigger space and I need time alone now to work out with everythings. Not just problems, everythings! I bet the FUCKER, JACKASS, TROUBLEMAKER AND BOTHERSOME are just so annoying mann! Frankly, I'm sick of it! 2010, please be fast! And God, please make it over soon as possible.

"This will be the last time you'll ever see me.It will be as if I never existed" I wish I could say what Edward say to Bella but I just can't. I don't have the guts to say it. I ask you 'I can't forget you' and you say 'Then don't'. It killing me, seriously. What spell did you put on me actually? You've be part of me so don't just leave it. Can you ?