Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I'm not genius

Me: Haniz dapat kelas pure science
Dad: Teknik?
Me: Tak, sekolah haniz lah -.-"

Gosh, aku tak lah pandai sangat nak masuk the fuckest teknik tu. Haha result pun hitam putih, bukannye warna-warni. Tak kisah lah asalkan aku lulus :D

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY

I took Psychology Personality quiz in Facebook, I just wanna post it. Well it pretty much true but not all of it. I'm just gonna say great quiz and answer you just gave. Haha wtf :D

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your ...emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.


SO you think so ? Haha damn you pfft(x

Last hang out '09

Going out with my 2 friend today to Sunway Pyramid, again. AH I prefer this is the last time I'll going out with my friends in '09. I got no time plus I'm tired to going out already. We play bowling, my friend buy school bag and last when we on-the-way home by ktm to kl sentral, we've a photoshoot in the ktm. Haha B.T.W, the ktm is empty lol. We had a good time and we laugh a lot xD

Again B.T.W after first arrived at Subang Jaya, I saw shahriman with green shirt [as he always wear it. p/s it's his fav shirt] walking to ktm to buy a drink. Haha what a coincidence :D Ah end this -.-" I'm so disappointed because I didn't get the chance to meet my friends who will change to other school, pfft. Don't worry I'll be miss you crazy guys :D 2010, here I come with all new life (:

Saturday, December 26, 2009

What a life

It hurts me when you say or do 'that'. It really really hurts me. Why ? Why people keep doing that to me ? What I did wrong to you ? If I hurt you, I'm sorry. But I think I don't deserve this. You say you don't want to bother me. Do I ever said to you that you bother me in anything? NEVER! I say I love you, but you never do care about that. AH I'm too imaginary -.-" Okay, tell me what you want and I'll do it for you for the last time, maybe. I will do it because I love you, get it ?

One sentences that can express how I feel now
"It's like a huge hole has been punch through my chest"
I hope you get it, because I do feel like it.

B.T.W, I wish you guys Merry Christmas <3

Thursday, December 24, 2009

I said I hate test

I've take my STUPID TEST RESULTS already. Firstly when I arrived at school, the results is not arrived yet so I just have to wait. Last when the results is here and it's time to give it to students, I'm the first students that ask my results from my teacher. I thought it was good but it's bad. After I saw it, I screamed 'Dammit' out loud. Haha I'm totally sucks. But well I bet I can do much better next time. Mark my words again (x

Hey, even if I got bad results, don't insults me. I don't fucking care about it, it's just PMR btw. I still got times to make a good results. And you'll see how I end it next time. Got it?

Monday, December 21, 2009

Last minuted fun <33

I going out with my 5 bestfriends today. It was really really fun! We go to sunway pyramid. Hell yeah I missed them very much, frankly xD We ate lunch when we get there, play ice skating after then. Well I've to admit that I fall down many times. Haha it was really crowd there. But we having so much fun. Guys, maybe this will be the last time we meet on 2009, but hell yeah 2010, we gonna make a reunion again. Haha goodluck for everythings guys. I wish you the best <33

Thursday, December 17, 2009

24 DEC ?

I received a text message from my friend just now. "PMR KELUAR 24 DISEMBER" Holly crap! I thought it's after christmas. Why time flow so so fast? Slow down, grr. I told my mom and she just smiling. Dammit! Well I just have to accept whatever I got on this result. But I always pray to get result that I've target. I really really wish God can fulfill my pray and make my parents happy. That's all I want this year God, that's all.

And yes, I already think about next year. I think it's better if I go to a boarding school. Well, it'll be hard for me but I'll try and I think I must to. Let just pray for the good things to happen shall we ? (:

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Horoscope*

OCTOBER- EVERYBODY SEEMS TO LOVE U. U R FUNNY, GREAT LOOKING, WELL KNOWN, AND VERY NICE. U MAKE FRIENDS EASILY AND ARE NOT AN ASSHOLE. U HATE LAYING AROUND THE HOUSE ALL DAY ESPECIALLY ON THE WEEKENDS. U LOVE TO HAVE A GREAT TIME AND LOVE CHILLIN WITH YOUR FRIENDS. U GET PRACTICALLY EVERYBODY U WANT. U HAVE THE LOOKS AND THE CHARM. PEOPLE ARE OFTEN JEALOUS OF U BUT U CANT HELP IT. U WERE BORN WITH IT. BE CAREFUL THOUGH U DONT WANT YOUR GREAT LIFE TO END SO SOON. DONT LET A GUY/ GIRL BRING U DOWN. LIVE A LITTLE AND LOOK BEYOND THE LITTLE THINGS.

I got this from myspace, my hero's bulliten. Well yeah, almost all true but correction for "U HATE LAYING AROUND THE HOUSE ALL DAY ESPECIALLY ON THE WEEKENDS". Pfft right now I just love it and especially on the weekends okay. Right now I prefer laying around than go out, seriously. I just take time to be alone. Other than that, it's totally correct! Good horoscope btw.

Well as you know, I'm back from few days away and be alone. I opened my mind widely and think positively. People don't know me better than I do. I know what I want and I know what I don't. Everything happen with a reason. People live their life, but they blind to see what's truth and what's not. You gave me nasty judgements but myself not even care about it. So yeah, judge people if that make you happy. I fuck it better than you do!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Give me space;

I need my space, my own personal space. Holiday killed me but at the same time it make my brain processing very well. I think a lot these days, well because I've nothing to do. And yes at the same time also I've a lot of problems appeared in my life. Not small nor big, medium problems that make me stressful. One problem done, one other problem comes. When it will stop ? God tell me, I'm tired of this bullshit. I know You wanted to show me something by giving me all this test but what is it? I can't see it yet, and tell me when I will?

I'm giving myself a space, bigger space and I need time alone now to work out with everythings. Not just problems, everythings! I bet the FUCKER, JACKASS, TROUBLEMAKER AND BOTHERSOME are just so annoying mann! Frankly, I'm sick of it! 2010, please be fast! And God, please make it over soon as possible.

"This will be the last time you'll ever see me.It will be as if I never existed" I wish I could say what Edward say to Bella but I just can't. I don't have the guts to say it. I ask you 'I can't forget you' and you say 'Then don't'. It killing me, seriously. What spell did you put on me actually? You've be part of me so don't just leave it. Can you ?

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Havoc Gath 051209

Havoc Gathering that was held at KLCC was kinda fun. Well at first it was so bored because it all mess up and we're almost end it up. But last we plan to go somewhere else such as BB, Pavilion and Ts. At last it was fun, we played bowling photography and all. Some of us were leaving when it almost night but few of us not including me. Well I've to admit that it was fun, haha lol. Next gath, we blast it off guys xD

At the same day, it's also Hero's Birthday. So yeah Happy Birthday bby and hope this day you'll remember forever okay ? May God bless you and be happyy as long as you can <33

Thursday, December 3, 2009

It's over

Bby <3 It's over between us already. I know so today is the day. I know we've been through a lot together but we just can't made it. Maybe it's a test, maybe it's not. You know, since I'm with you, I never think about people other than you. You've own me but now you let me go. I'm not regret, I blame myself for what happen.

You've make me happy, smile all time when I'm with you. Even you hurt me a lot, I still love you. Do you know how very special you are in my life ? I bet no. Don't ask me to forget you, because I can't do that and I'll never do that. We'll get through this together someday.

Now bby, I want you to be happy okay ? No I'll never forget you and I'll always be on your side when you need me. I always here for you. Still remember I'm happy if you're happy ? Yeah right now just remember that okay ? Even you're not mine anymore but your soul is. Thank you for everything, frankly you the best I've ever had!

I Love You, MARK MY WORD!